| just another day |
[Feb. 8th, 2008|12:03 am] |
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nuthing really speacial today just an fcat practice pratice and guess what more practice for this fucking softball team why o why o why did i wanna go out for the team. but i guess it makes me loose the weight i gain durring the summer and first half so im alwas were ive been but its all gonna change weight room everyday and nicole said she would go at the same time as me cuz im like fucking moving but w/e well right more about that when the time comes urgh im sooooooooo bored well i guess its time for a movie and sleep just to wake up for another boreing day the only thing good about school is that nicole is there and i get to see her everyday. :D YEAH!!!! ok well laters i love you nicole |
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| me and nicole |
[Feb. 6th, 2008|01:04 am] |
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well today of i should say yesterday its 1:04am i cant sleep ive been waiting for nicole to call me and nuthing yet i think i should go and get some sleep but i cant nicole is on my mind and i can cant push that our of my mind i hope me and her can make it i know we will but we both have to try. I can not loose her its not even an option ima hold onto her like its the then of the earth from now on.. well i think ima go and cetch up in my real journal. so good night i love you nicole ane me and you will make it i love you nicole |
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| nicole and what happen |
[Feb. 4th, 2008|06:18 pm] |
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ok well i went to nicoles to day and i had so much fun..Emily was there and me and nicole were insepparetble and well we went to the delie and got a tuna and went back to her house and then we were watching cross roads and then heehhee i was laying with her and we were cuddling her mom comes upstairs and then she sees us cuddleing or nicole and her back to me and she is pressed up to me and i was holding her and she say liz you got to go home and nicoles starts saying why???? and shes like yall were kissing wtf no we wernt i mean i sware we werent and then so i went home and then me and nicole im eachother and she says her parents say i cant come over agin :'( i mean that just cant be she is my world why is this happending i love her so much and i hope things blow over with her parents i love you nicole |
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| well tommrow will be great |
[Feb. 1st, 2008|09:31 pm] |
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ok so this is what is going on ummm well nicole landed ok
she hurt her wrist when she called saying she was gong to
go to the hospital and hat it hurts i was freaking out i
mean i was like omg what happend she said she thinks she
broke her wrist think god it was that but i thought sumthing
worse happen head, neck, back, leg, chest you see alot went
through my mind. but it turned out it waws only qa really
bad sprain which made me feel so muuch better cu zi wish i
was there to hold her hand when they put it back into place
if it was. and so varsity we beet them 5-3 its all stragie
they might be good phyiscaly but were phyiscaly and mental good
and so tommrow is mine and nicoles 12 month anerverery or how
ever you spell it lol and tommrow i cant have a ciggrete and we
cant get into anyfights. and well idk yesterday we went to the
mall. mellissa saw our vidoe lol (sry bout that) and met her new
boy friendhe is so nice!!! and way cutier than ryan lol but i dont
understand them\i mean since ive known her she has loved ryan and
i thought theyll be back togther but i guess it just isnt so and
so then today we went to the mall.. just me and nicole and went
window shopping and tryed on cloths in pac sun that was fun and
bla bla bla and tommrow is ltm day and we go to scholl at 10:35
:) and then on saterday i am going to the beach with nicole <3,
emily, mellissa, and i dont know her boyfriends name but yeah
him too lol should be alot of fun well i better go and idk later
I LOVE YOU NICOLE
FOREVER AND ALWAYS
YOULL ALWAYS BE MY ONE AND ONLY
AND MY WIFE
I LOVE YOU!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 24th, 2008|08:25 pm] |
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BAD NEWS :(
:first i miss nicole
:im on my period urgh :(
:practiced sucked i kept hold to my phone so i could say good bye to nicole befor she flew away :(
:im sore
i have cramps
:the only one that makes me happy is gone
:i had alot of homework
:i got bitched out by my mom
:i need to see her really soon and her=nicole
GOOD NEWS :D
:me and nicole had a good day
:our last kiss was awsome
:talking to her befor she got on a plane
:geting a good work out
:took a nice shower
:i just herd form nicole she just landed :D
and dairy
ok well i woke up late today and i got nicole a moutain dew and a slim jim and me same only a pepsi.
and so we went to were we hang out on the upstairs walk way looking at the lake it was preety or i just might have been the beautiful girl next to me!!! i love her so much.. and so we like ran to class after the 1 minute bell. boring class and then met nicole went to my invironmental class chilled with people goofed off and shit and then ran to meet nicole hug kiss bye chilled in 3rd with friends and then 4th met nicole found out my period had come and went to nurse got a pad that when you walk sounds like a diaper lol and then mom got me some tanpons finished work nicole copied it or i mad eher so she could finish and then made out then beth room made out some more wantede to have sex but couldnt since my you know what is there and :( and so went to 5th dont really talk to any21 in there so it went by fast
saw nicole for the last time and it was so sad if i think now now ima cry our last kiss was great 6th work 7th work after school chang walk out to softball fields run..run..run.. bat bating bating conditioning which means more running drills and then live pitching come home shower,1/2 tuna,ride bike with james and brendon while there on unicycles went hoime tv homework now here ok well now your updated i love you nicole and i miss you very much mwah |
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| katie the bitch queen and the nice bithday weekend with my gf NICOLE |
[Jan. 17th, 2008|08:39 pm] |
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hmm katie is this bitch i guess you could call her every1 else dos emily. nicole, people ive told my friends they said if they ever mett her they would wanna kick her ass but hey what can you do. so yeah anyways i know the comment left there was from katie becuase she likes to check up on thing with me and nicole since we have blocked her and everything else so yeah nicole her used to be best friend hates her oooooooooooo yeah and also the reason why i only talk about nicole in here is because she is my girlfriend and she made this for me so if your really into my life and how it is then go to my myspace so i can report you and get yours deleted.so i went out with her family to this chines place and then to her grandmas and stuff she got her present i gave her the cd shed been wating since christmas and it was underground so i had to order it i felt good it came in on time :) we made love and stuff it was great. and so saterday me and "nicole" went out for her birthday i worked all week for her i took her to this really nice place and had lobster and chicken and fried rice idk jappense food and then we saw a movie and i bought her ice cream and then went home. god im so happy katie and her arnt friends anymore because she would have prolly begged nicole to come up and make her feel bad and then she would have ruined it for her. so after that sunday me emily and nicole went to the fiar with malissa and tara and taras brother and meet up with this guy carlose. me and nicole went our way for awhile to spend alone time:). and then on monday we didnt have school we had wsoftball pratic for like 2 hours got home round 11 and then emily and nicole came here i had so much fun me and emily played halo and urgh she won at the harry potter game lol she said she was good i just diodnt know how good lol and nicole and i also had our time and she read the cards rolled the dice and i fucking sucked at it lol and so all in all it was good week and still more nicole wants to go out agin so we are this weekend....... and to end on a more happier note nicole hates katie and dosnt wanna show it but saysit all the time and everything and now i dont gotta worrie about her going anwere with the less in the closet... lol well ima go and call my baby i love you nicole |
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| katie.. nicole.. birthday,.. softball... chores urgh |
[Jan. 12th, 2008|12:08 am] |
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so well me and nicole made the softball team so im really happy about that or i think we did idk if it was the first cut or if there will be more but i think that is it well anyways there is like this whore katie who is obbsed with nicole.. nicole bitched her out yesterday and the messegs her and say nicole do not read liz wtf is she stupid must be of course i read it and asked her to have a sign that says i love katie wtf is that shit about w/e so i wrote her and the message said to katie not nicole lol and it was like she dosnt love you wow glad i got that off my chest but i think every1 knows she dosnt love you idk sumthing along those lines and nicole is supposed to be answering her phone but she isnt and i dont know what to do i wanna talk about shit cuz i havent talked to her all day cuz of softball and chores i have to do to get money to take her out to this very nice place and then to a movie so yeah well anyways urgh idk i guess ill keep trying or just go on to bed well anyways i love you nicole night |
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| hey me and nicole |
[Jan. 4th, 2008|11:26 pm] |
god sometime nicole can really piss me off we were giong to stay up and talk and watch this movie like call eachother and talk about it and laugh and shit and like it was on and i called her and was like ok its on and she didnt want to so im like w/e you said we would and then she gets mad at me what the fuck really it pisses me off i mean like i really just wanted to stay up and laugh and talk but she just urgh pissed me off and so i hung up cuz im preety sure she hung up on me what the fuck if she didnt on me then i did on her im getting tired of fighting it makes me really sad and everything. I mean like i love her so much and i cant stand fighting with her..
hehe she just called and we made up and now were good and like if she wanted to watch her show and so i guess she wanting to so i should have been like ok but idk i just wanted to stick with our plans. and so were going to go skating this saterday and i just cant wait to take her out and just give her a really good time well i better go the show is playing well i love you hunny i love you nicole.. MWAH!!! MWAH!!! MWAH!!! |
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| harry potter |
[Nov. 17th, 2007|07:12 pm] |
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hey wel im goning to see ahrry potter with nicole tommrow heheh i cant wait its gonna be so fucking awsome well it always is when im with nicole |
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| pain and horness |
[Nov. 12th, 2007|06:07 pm] |
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hahahahahhahahahahhhhhahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahahahah well me and nicole wernt t o the mal my mouth was numb from the fucking dientist and when we made out sh esiad i wasnt even movig my tounge wtf mate what the hihat wit dat idk k bye i love you nicole. and nicole got me soo fucking hornt god im still dripping from it lol |
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| urgh idk |
[Nov. 11th, 2007|09:29 pm] |
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grr this sucks nicole is grounded agin because we were on the phone when we wernt supposed to be :( i miss talking to my baby late at night until she gets so tired and falls asleep on the phone and i gota yell NICOLE to wake her up so we can get off and she can get a good nights sleep and everything well anyways our love is freaking great heheh well mine and her relationship is difficult when peole try and say shit to break us up and its usaly her freind i dont think mine would ever say that they think were cute and if they did there to chicken shit to say it because they no ill kick there ass if they ever talked bad about her....... well today some guy came over to see how much we could sell our house for and like im soo freaking sad what if things changed between me and her becuase its not like i can hold her or kiss her but i do now ill come down like oprolly 1 every 3 months and itll jsut be me and her and on spring break and everything it just wont be the same cuz like i wanna be here for her i wanna take her out and us hangout like everyweekend and its bullshit were moving there trying to say well get a pool and well live next to our old neighbor hood but really who gives a fuck about any of that all i want is nicole and so my mom said as soon as i graduate shell help me move back here and ill go to college at the west palm cumminity college i really dont care were i go as long as i get to be with her shes my whole life i wake up ever morring to her phone calls and i no well i at least hope shes gonna call me everyday and well talk alot like we do now and not give up on eachother because i wont on her and i will always be waiting for her.. well i guess this is alot to write but i could write 10 pages of how i feel about things but im really tired and i need a job so i can start saving up for nicoles ring i wanna give her on christmas and the money for me to get a car and to save more and more foir an aprtment well good night i love you nicole you are my everything and we may fight somtimes but me and you will never break up becuase we love eachother sooo much and i love you and i always will dont think im just saying this because i really mean it nicole you ARE my EVERYTHING and i will love you until the day i die.. forever after that i love you nicole hunny, baby,sweetie, sweetie pie, hey u rember ur nick name miss cleo and mine is opra lol i love you baby |
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| cutting |
[Nov. 3rd, 2007|11:08 pm] |
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all i no is today was horrible.. i really wana go to the movies with nicole becuase me and her planned on seeing eachother i mean its only been 2 days but thoses days are so horrible becuase evermoment im without her its like life is paaing me up and i dont feel safe and i need the warmth of her body. i just need her becuase i love her.. and today i said sumthing and my mom got all bitchy about it and said i cant do anytihng for a week well how am i supposed to see her i mean like i was so angry ive been carving her a heart with just a army knife and it always slp and cut me i used to cut and well i never thought that when it did slip and cut me i liked it so when i goit all angry i went to get my knife nicole started crying and i didnt i couldnt bare to hurt her by hurtinh myself. and all i could do was feel the throbbing of my viens dieing to be cut like it needed to be cut and i wanted it. but when me and her got off the phone cuz of her mom i hed none to talk to anymore and noone ws there so i took it and cut and it felt good but i dont wantt it to happenm i havent cut in a long time like 1 year and i dont wanna start agin but what do i do i mean it felt good but i cant stand not a single tear falling from her face agin so im just gonna find other ways nicole says a rubber band and if i wanna cut grabe a knife and cut a peiece of wood and i did and i felt better i love you nicole you always no how to fix things and mainly me lets just hope i keep to cuting wood and not me i love you baby |
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| my life |
[Oct. 19th, 2007|09:05 pm] |
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well i went to texas and stuff and well i didnt like it there all i could think about was nicole and how i longed to see her. she is my every thought and every breath i take. and well my birthday came up and nicole made it the best birthday ever!!! and we swam togther i love it when i hold her in the water and carrie her around. and last weekend malissa took me, nicole and tyson to the beach and i carries her in there and i got hit by the waves but i pushed her above me so she wouldnt get salt water in her eyes... and how everytime i make love to her its the best ever!!! shes all thats been going on in my life because thats the only important thing to talk about, and so o n like 2 or 3 weeks ago we went to homcoming and took pictures but idk when were gonna be getting them i wanna see them.. and we fight alot but its no big deal or it is at the time i guess but ill get over it quick cuz i cant stand to be mad at her its like impossible all i know is that our love is the strongest and i cant wait till were older living i boston and be married to her its my DREAM..... and hers and well i guess id better go i love you nicole |
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| bla |
[Aug. 13th, 2007|03:31 pm] |
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i love nicole werte at the mall rite now hahaha its fun fun fun tonight were goin to the ice skateing rink well later mwah!!!love you nicole |
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[Jun. 11th, 2007|12:14 pm] |
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hmmm i dont know when i ever write in here idk well its been a longgggg time since i have well me n nicole stilll together nicole= love arrrr soo many good thing have happend hmmmm well's im goin to texas in a while like in july i dont wanna stay long tho i no i miss it like crazy n everything but if i had to leave i think i get even crazyer if i was away from my nicole lol ya it sounds funny but i would like i miss her if i dont c her or barly talk to her like that time when she went to emily n ya i think 3 or 4 days i missed her alot idk yesss lol im soo tired i stayed at her house n woke up freakin early ass heck like 6 but i couldnt fall asleep until like 12:30 or sumthing then went to game stayed there 4 about 4 hours or so got dropped off n fell asleep so i think im gonna go n do that agin cuz im still like tired as hell soo yepp yepp later <3 nicole hmm im such a dork!!! lol |
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[Apr. 6th, 2007|04:34 pm] |
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hey ya im alittle like idk i was heart broken friday when some 1said my grl was basicly playin me with this other chick that i met,that chick was cool but i never knew!!!!!!!! 8th graders r so full of shit.n rumors its unbeivable!!!!!! but im gonna trust my grl cuz ilove her n sat i basicly got ditch at the mall. never agin nut she say she had a panick attack!!so i kinda felt bad for getting angry at her i just wish she was happy always n didnt have to put up with peoples shit at school...fuck y is it that i care so much 4 her?? i love her with all my fucking heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well lizzy call me n u to rachel. love u nicole |
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[Mar. 29th, 2007|06:03 pm] |
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hey well hi guys well i dodnt fucking know anyone in here.so nicole made this 4 me. welll just got back from softball at school... came home talked to nicole.then jeannie called she got a really hot guys number but shes fucking hot anyway n could get with anyone!!!!!lol well brendons over here.so he keeps bitching to go smoke some shit so i got to go.....
love u lizzy,rachel,nicole
MWAK!!!!!! |
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[Mar. 27th, 2007|04:23 pm] |
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hye hye liz whats up well nothing muhc here ha ha ah its nicole wewll yeah ok im talking to you on the phone i guess i have to go my rents are calling me cya pace out |
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| nicolen texas |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|08:12 pm] |
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ok hey im in texas and i was right i do miss nicole like a shit load shes always on my mind n when she was gone i couldnt talk to her it was horrible n now im talkin to her n im happy now just i wish i was in her arms right now!!!!! well i got to see all my friends n crap like that but you now its not the same a part of meisnt here so they cant or i cant be the happest for them but nicolei love you very very much |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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hello theer well im never on here the only one i no in here is nicole lol...well babe whats up well i got back from the mall with you!! had alot of fun..i finaly gor to see you the first time since we told our parents..... well babe i love you more than anything in this world mwah!!! later |
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